31st July
Song of the day: Can't Wait To Hate You - The Dream
God..another session of argument much...so I was telling you how she was talking to me, you got grumpy...started to act all stubborn again. Hanging up around 5-6times...stubborn ay?! You rage and say stupid things, acting stubborn, it's kinda cute anyways x] you said that I don't rage at you anymore or yell at you...I think that's coz your used to it now that you don't even notice when I do or don't ay...? Silly arguments wasted 1-2hrs of our lives. Funny aint it, was just over her...and then you brought up other people which made it worst coz you were just completely accusing me of such things and jumping to your conclusions! Arghh...stress me out hard! But that's cool coz I'm over that shit, we're both over it ay, yeh you said sorry for it...then we still go on raging about it but after that...we had the "serious" sorry. hahaha!
What do you do when your feeling lonely, depressed and sad?
Well a friend was feeling that way, Iwon't name you =] but you know I'm always here for you, one call/txt/nudge away: you know you can tell me everything and I certainly won't judge you for whatever you do and say, I told you...I even asked you...Whos ass am I going to kick? Coz soemone made you sad right...>=] can't deny that can you? S'all good, I'm all ears for ya'. You know who you are ay, the one that talks and doesn't take a breath, the one that can cry - laugh - rage - and have all your emotions run wild at once...the one that doesn't stop talking...the one I call ugly (a) but I was just joking you idiot x] well her name is ... should I tell you?! Yeh why not, she's the best from time to time...Vian Le. hahaha
So I was talking to my bestie (Anna Ngo), we were talking about Scrubs, One Tree Hill and Gossip Girl...so I'm going to be asian and download Scrubs..coz it's funny! Gossip Girl is the shit coz Blair is hot and Nate is hot ay? According to Anna...but nothing would beat Chad Michael Murray right?! x] So the plan is...just sit and watch all of Scrubs etc whilst eating popcorn, icecream and just sit back & relax! We'll have to do that one day, bestie time man. No shit =] Can't wait for that to happen...gonna be one lazy ass ma'fcuken day! Hip Hip Horray!!
We went round for round til' we knocked around,
We we're layin' in the ring not making a sound.
And if that's a matter for of you and I;
Why is it so hard to say goodbye...
I can't wait to hate you,
All the things you put me through.
I wanna move along;
I can't wait to hate you.
All the days you left my heart all alone,
I can't wait to hate you;
This is all crazy and I can't come to grips with the fact that your gone.
We we're layin' in the ring not making a sound.
And if that's a matter for of you and I;
Why is it so hard to say goodbye...
I can't wait to hate you,
All the things you put me through.
I wanna move along;
I can't wait to hate you.
All the days you left my heart all alone,
I can't wait to hate you;
This is all crazy and I can't come to grips with the fact that your gone.
- JLe.
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