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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

21st, 22nd, 23rd August
Song of the day: My Boo - Alicia Keys ft. Usher

I don't record what's been happening recently ay...everything is always changing, there's always something popping in my mind changing about my thoughts, not everything could be easier said than done. It's like what you think could be different from what you do but you do it either ways without a split second thinking about it. It's how we go..right?

When you feel like your not getting anything out of how much your trying, you'd eventually give up, yes? But what if one side of you doesn't want to & that side takes up more of you than the other? You think everything's alright one minute & the next it's right back at the starting point...you'd start to ask yourself: if it is worth it. Somehow you just can't answer your own question like that... so then your left in confusion - again.

You want to ask the person about what's happening but your afraid of what you'll hear, so what do you do? Leave it as it is or just go with the flow, how much difficulties that something can just cause makes me worried. Other than that - it shall be all G's soon ... =D

Other than that...; so I was talking to Julz last night at Huy's (22nd). It was like a good talk I suppose with a dopey abo x] much was brought up ay? It was like right back at where I started, with the past & what happened. She made me start to think about something again, maybe more like someone. hahaha! It's all your fault Julz for bringing it back up again! But it was pretty funny coz I kinda found out a bit more of this & that - & again I was caught up. Don't know what to do anymore, when I hear your name I begin to think...I feel happy but then I have this feeling churning inside of me. It's probably how it's meant to be, not bumping into you & all - fate or not? Who knows...but hopefully one day I can hear your name & be completely fine with it.

I'm afraid of drifting further apart each & everyday, I could pull us closer as it was - but we'll have to work through this together coz not everything seems to be fine at the moment, so are we going to pull through or not? It'll just have to be discovered soon...so I can understand of what your thinking - it's not quite the same as before. You just can't deny that.

There's always that one person,
that will always have your heart.
You never see it coming,
'cause you're blinded from the start.
I know that you're that one for me,
It's clear for everyone to see;
You will always be my boo.

- JLe.

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