10th & 11th August
Song of the day: Free Fall - The Dream
Well it's going to be 2 blogs combined coz I didn't blog yesterday. ==" Well that's cool coz I'm blogging right now. There isn't much going on, I suppose - the same old dramas, the same old stories, pretty fed up with the same old shit right now so we'll move on, I guess.
10th & 11th's moments:
So I was talking to CASANDRA (CASS: http://www.bebo.com/GETTiiNG_iiT) & guess what she told me? =O She's a lesbian, hahaha see Cass, told you I'd put this up & your link as well - so beware to all them chixs species out there coz Cass is out here to get you. (just joking...or am I?) You thought you were a smartarse until you met me, & your laugh is like .. different everytime =O weirdo. hahaha
Txted: Retart & she called me a sucker, but really - she's the only sucker around here. >=] Also Anna (bestie) while she was playing sport I guess, dodge ball but got no one out, best of luck next time but she scored her best beep result 6.1!
Cass fell asleep on the phone but kept saying she didn't but in the end she realised she did, when she's quiet she's either: waiting for me to talk or that she's thinking. & I swear she's got heaps on her mind, so let it out already! =] & she passed her sniffles over...but I think it's better now for me but anyways get well soon if your sick.
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Anyways, we're running out of time - it's time to change our minds. Awkward much, you telling me to ask you that question again & then after you go "don't worry about what I just said" seriously what do you want from me?! I have nothing to give you - I'm just me. You know your playing the cards, right? Coz you were the highest card to me before but now your the lowest 3 out. I've decided to quite the game coz it's not the winner who is strong, it's the person that loses but still gets back up. I've learnt how the game runs & made my own rules as we ran the course but now that course is over & there's gotta be a winner - I'm afraid to say; you've won. But it's ok, have all the glory in the world, give yourself a pat on the back or do you want a trophy with it?
You put me aside when you don't feel like talking now, but when you need someone or when your bored you come to me - yeh funy that coz you know I'm not always gonna be there anymore. Promises could be made as easily as it could be broken, gay - but that's cool, you don't always need me hanging around anyways. You shouldn't be complaining now or say anything bad - coz you had your time & I had mine, good & bad: we chose the path. We decided the journey as we took each & every step, we've made our decision to be single now yes? Truly & offically over. :) I don't want this shit no more, it's been carrying on for a while & the time has come for us to just drop it & move on.
So I heard the saying "cheaters will always be a cheater", don't go flinging that quote around coz it's doesn't differ much from you. I don't mind if your going to flush it out but that's cool just don't add abit of pepper & salt into it, making it all dramatic - seriously. Build a bridge & get over it, right? It can't be worst than what you did, lols: silly to even bring it up again - really it is. So that will be left like that.
Like you said "you'll go your way & I'll go mine" clearly that's the best decision out. I'm not going to be depressed or sad anymore coz I got this life to live & be happy, have all the fun I could possibly have. Being the happy person I am, is the best solution right now. I'm over it. Really I am. "Love" 8) was not meant to be, like you & me - we're better off this way.
- JLe.
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