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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

9th August
Song of the day: Love Away - Ilya

Enough is enough. Fed up with this shit, one minute you telling me this & the next you full change your mind. Please make up your mind already, it's tripping me out hard. Just tell me it's over or something like that so I can move it, I don't wanna stand in one place in the middle of no where. I want a place to stay where I will feel safe & be happy about it. All these trouble are making me think too hard, hanging onto something that is dead. Make up your mind & stick with it - please, I'm begging you. I don't want this no more.

I'm kinda having fun now, doing what I like, speaking off my mind. I don't have to deal with you each & every day - maybe that's a good thing? There are plenty other people out there I can live up to, not just you. Your being taken care of, you don't need me anymore - it's true...look at them waiting for you in a line like they're waiting for the bus. It's cool, coz I don't want it anymore - they can have it all, I don't need this laying around - they can take you coz at the end of the day: enough IS enough.

You don't have to tell me what to do anymore, I've made up my mind. Even though this is going to be hard - I really think that it'll be easier for you & me. Don't lie to yourself thinking it's not coz you god damn know it is. I'm sure you've had enough too right, it's really time to move on. This time is for real. Don't pull us back, just let it go coz you can never make up your mind properly, it's easier if it's all over & done with. So we don't have to hold on to either one of us, we'll just it go, hands released & not up tight anymore.

Don't worry, I won't forget you - even if you forgot me. You were once something like my everything but it's time to let it go, not all things come to the best ending & when it really ends - trust me - it's for the best. You don't need to worry coz everything will be fine in the end. No more worries, troubles, arguments between us: we don't need to talk anymore either. You know you can live without it, don't remenisce & think you can't coz if I can try not to, you can do better than that. Honestly.

Difficult time’s gone now,
Guess we made it somehow.
All this time I’ve had a picture in my mind but its painted now,
And it is worth all spending.
Spending together time don’t matter ,
It doesn’t matter.

I just want us to be honest with each other,
I can see us growing older together someday.
That’s reason why I want to make this stronger,
Before these little games;
Take our love away.

- JLe.

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