6th August
Song of the day: Come Back To Me - Utada
This is stupid, re-reading it made me laugh. It's over, it's done. Thank god. 15/09
What's happening again...? So it was one last time last night, a talk - proper one. Coz I'm going to let it go, don't worry - I haven't given up if your thinking I have, I'm still around & always will be. I've done the chasing long enough, I know how it goes: when it's enough and what it's time to stop. It's crazy if I was to reminisce back on us, coz it's filled with so much different kind of emotions: tears, laughter, anger, insecurities and a plenty few more. hahaha =D
Don't you hate it when someone tells you they love you but there's always a " BUT " after it? Crazy shit, does my head in. It's probably better if you told me you don't or that you just don't mention it at all - either ways, so it doesn't pull me back in again or something like that. Ridiculous right ... ? I mean, to say I won't talk to you ever again is just going to be the biggest lie I have made and sticking by it is just making me lie to myself, I've been having the same old days with you day in & day out - I don't get how I can do it like the for a while. I'll try ... try my hardest I guess.
Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time. So I'm not saying I'll be leaving you forever or letting go of this feeling, but I'll try to keep away from this loving for a long time; coz with every single word and every single letter, there will be a hidden message about a boy who loves a girl. No tears, no sorrows, we're going to move forward knowing that we still love each other & that it won't change a bit. We can't promise each other this but with out mind and heart we'll believe what's right for us.
Anyways, so I've been starting to gym now. Not bad, I suppose coz I can let out my anger & it keeps things off my mind which is awesome! I couldn't have found a better way to do it, this is easy and intricate at the same time but what's good about it, is that it's fun & you won't get bored of it. =D
Start by doing what's necessary;
then do what's possible,
and suddenly you are doing the impossible.
then do what's possible,
and suddenly you are doing the impossible.
I believe that not everything will end probably and that there will always be 2 sides of the stories, you cannot jump to conclusion but work through your complications to have the best ending you could possibly have.
I want you to know,
That it doesn't matter.
Where we take this road;
Someone's gotta go,
And i want you to know...
You couldn't have loved me better;
But i want you to move on,
So i'm already gone.
Looking at you makes it harder,
But i know that you'll find another.
That doesn't always make you wanna cry,
Started with a perfect kiss..
Then we could feel the poison set in,
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive.
You know that I love you so,
I love you enough to let you go.
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I wish that she would listen to his
Side of the story
It isn't that bad
And he's wiser for it now
I admit I cheated
Don't know why I did it
But I do regret it
Nothing I can do or say can change that
Everything I ever did
Heaven knows I'm sorry babe,
I was too young to see
You were always there for me
And my curiosity
Got the better of me
Baby take it easy on me
Anything from A to Z
Tell me what you want to be
I open my heart to be
You are more priority
Can't you see you've punished me
More than enough already
Baby, take it easy on me
Come Back To Me - Utada
- JLe.
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