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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

29th August
Song of the day: Iris - Goo Goo Doll

Hate being lied to? Hate believing someone when they say something? It's pretty hard not believing someone you trust so much, you then tend to think that they might be lying to you. It's doesn't have to be much but even a bit of it hurts, you'd thought that they wouldn't be lying - that they'd be completely honest with you but it's just not true. You see it around you, but you just don't want to believe it. Why can't you just be honest and tell me straight out, why don't you just think for yourself & own up to it instead of pulling this any longer.

It's the fact that it's dragging on that makes me worried, coz each day longer - each more I fall. Everyday is a day for new adventures, a new day to explore this place that we live on. It's not simple to say something so simple but what hard is to say something & most probably mean it. Don't say it to make the person feel any better, don't say it coz you THINK you do, only when you are sure of it - that's when you say it.

Could it be true of what your doing? What I see ... ? Or is it just nothing at all, as much as I'd want to ask you - I don't want you to think something else. As much effort I put into this, it'll never be enough if we're not gonna work together. So how this will end up - we don't know, we have no clue, coz the more this drags on, the more it'll happen. Tell me soon, now, but not never.

Anyways, it's funny kinda weird how things happen. Could really say it would have never been the same again, but the time alone was weird - quiet kinda weird. So much has happened before that we don't know when or where or even how to start, confusing yet challenging. It's hard to pretend I don't give a crap, when I know inside I truly do. I don't know how to really show you but it's best for me not to anyways, don't want you to be feeling stuck or struck by doing anything. Good as it is, but time will tell - hopefully.

` Cause sooner or later it's over, I just don't want to miss you tonight. x3

And I'd give up forever to touch you,
Cause I know that you feel me somehow.
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be,
And I don't want to go home right now.
And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life.

- JLe.

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