30th, 31st August; 1st September
Song of the day: I Can't Help It - Jared Jones ft. Neyo
Wow! Finally, it's spring... I'm not that excited though coz winter was an aiight season apart from the coldass windy days & nights. Guess spring would be a bit better, sun out a bit more & clear skies, can't complain after all. New season, new days, new thoughts. Fcuk the past, fcuk what happened, just go with the flow right now... =D
It's insane how things fall into place coz it only happens after things are all mumble jumbled up. Imagine me without paitience, I'd be really driving myself insane by now - s'all good. I've learnt everything the hard way in order to find out the true meaning of something, everyone knows that nothing last forever & we can never expect for that or make a promise with that until we're truly & honestly really certain. For a fact, it can't be now anyways - still too young to say forever; to even make promises like that are crazy, agreed?
What is it that makes you fustrated? Is it that you don't get what you want or is it that you expect much more? Different people would have different opinions right? It's not for me to say but for my only opinion to come out, it's not that you would have expected much more but infact how much you wanted it at first but don't want it anymore, it's like your mind is playing a trick on you. You cannot expect alot from anyone, you cannot have something been expressed any better than having you bring out the thought of it. No one really knows what your thinking & as much as I wish I could read what someone's thinking ... I just really can't. Why can't I have that kind of power ... ?
Again ... how could I be so stupid? I heard it loud & clear but I just stopped. It's what happening again ... the same old thing, it wouldn't come out; it didn't let me respond to that. Quiet/Silence was the only response you could of got, it's probably not right yet, I know I do have that kind of feeling but it's not time to let it out yet, sometimes I know I can just say it but at times I can't. It doesn't feel right to have ignored it, should've said something at least ... coz it's not all the time I hear it & when I do - it just makes me stop & think ... I don't know if your being serious or not - but I'm sure when I hear it .. it just makes me smile. x]
* All the ladies in the room your still the hottest.
I want to see a full moon again ... hopefully it's soon coz today I looked up the sky & I could just faintly see the moon! =D Paitience ....
It's so hard to deny what I feel inside,
This yearning for you is making me high.
Can't control these emotions;
They burn when I see you.
All it takes is a look and I'm caught like a fool.
And if you think about it,
You feel the same way too.
Not hard to figure out that,
Neither one of us, can make a move.
This yearning for you is making me high.
Can't control these emotions;
They burn when I see you.
All it takes is a look and I'm caught like a fool.
And if you think about it,
You feel the same way too.
Not hard to figure out that,
Neither one of us, can make a move.
- JLe.
Yadda yadda yadda...