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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

3rd July
Song of the day: Let's Forget - Shiny

To everyone who said my font was small and all, I made it a big larger. xD

Surrounded by strangers, lost in this world I live on today. What more can be said? Holding on to nothing but our stinking memories, in the cold harsh reality of life... Don't want to know what's going on around me, don't want to know what's happening...want to be behind the truth, just tell me a lie - make me happy again. That's all just words right, it'll never happen the way I want it to work out, part of life's cycle coz nothing runs perfectly - nothing ever will from this point forward. I cannot fear what's ahead of me, I'll face this on my own, strong enough to take this wall around me down. Nothing's impossible, this won't be hard, well at least I hope not, I don't want this barrier around my life now, I don't need this shit.

Surrounded by artificial, your the closest thing to reality. But not that your gone, that's it right? It's over and done with ay? You said we could still be friends even if shit happened, but look at us now - just look! Telling me that we can't talk anymore, this and that...how can I erase you just like that? I know even though as hard as I try, you'll still be here - fcuk this, I don't want it to be like this, I wish it was easier. One minute it's love, the next it's a battlefield. You know I never wanna hurt you, don't even know what we're fighting for, why does love always feel like a battlefield? Neither of us wanna raise that flag...if we can't surrender then we gonna lose what we had. Is it for the best? Are you thinking that now...it seems like you think so, you act like nothing - nothing happened. Is it really that easy for you? It's funny how love works right...one minute your in the next your out, I can only hope for the best ay? I know your gonna walk off with another even though you say you won't...it's kinda impossible for you right? I know it'll be hard when I know you've gone for another, I know I'll have that moment of time but what can I do about it? I can only sit here and watch that moment come by...can't go back in time to change our mistakes, if only time machines were made this instant.

Forget about us,
forget about the bull shit.
Forget about the scandals ,
forget about the music.
Forget about love,
forget about you.
Forget about me,
forget about who?
...LN.

Said I'll prove it to you, many times right. But you'll see it right this time, what I did for you - you didn't realise, can't blame you. But you will eventually see it coming, you said you don't want to wait, I'm not making you. Go your way and when you look back - trust me; I'm a changed man. I'll be fine. Coz I'm too fly to be depressed right? =D

If you gon' be with another - I'll just wish you the best of luck. The happiness, love, care, protection and whatever you want, just the best of the best. I'll be happy for you, you know that's true, I won't stand in your way. You can just turn around anytime. You know I'm here coz I'll be free...free from others.

Just fuck up, it don't mean a thing to me at all. :) 15/09.

- JLe.

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