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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

18th August
Song of the day: Real Love - Massari

Gahhh...lost like a bitch much? Why is it so complicated to understand someone, why is it that you can't always think what they're thinking & know how they're feeling? Why am I so lost...why does it matter to me anyways...I care so much but the way we are - it's not even showing ay. Is it that things have to be this way? Can't you just tell me what's going on? >_> I hate been left guessing.

Does it matter to you anymore? lols, guess not. If so then fcuking just tell me - hate how I would know one thing & not know the other - how I feel like shit coz nothing's working the way I want it to. Guess this is how it's gonna go ay..can't change what's happening but can only hope for the best.

Be honest. Is this what we want...? Now I'm not even sure anymore, how could it have turned out like this. Hoping for the best but expecting for the worst. Enough of that shit for now, got no more to say about that - enough.

So is it true you still think about it? What happened before, how much that experience hurted? True...I can't pretend I don't feel it like that coz obviously I feel something. Weird talks, awkward too - but I'll try to make the convo work - friends. x]

Girl, im going out of my mind,
and even though i dont really know you.
And plus im feeling im running out of time,
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you;
and baby girl I want you to know...
I'm watching you go , I'm watching you pass me by.

- JLe.

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