27th & 28th August
Song of the day: L.O.V.E - The League
Have you ever thought about something until it made you just want to stop? Just want to get rid of it & out of your system? You know you got them hidden inside, but you don't know how to show it. You swore to yourself that you won't let anyone hurt you again - obviously you don't know what's gon' your way until something does happen. They think you still have feeling for the old one but do they really know the truth, they might of still did after the shit the other put them through but not in my count - coz I'm completely over that shit, her shit I meant. It's that I just don't care about that person anymore, she can do whatever & I wouldn't even give a shit about - her life not mine, her shit not mine. So whatever she gets herself into, I'm not going to b sticking around for it, coz you should know that it's different now, your the one - not her.
I can put my heart out to you, it's just like writing it all down. You can swear all that you want but nothing would change the way I feel. There's nothing wrong with what you do, but if you know it's right then it is & if you know that it's wrong - then it is, if you wouldn't like to see someone do that to you in return by getting hurt then you don't do it. Everything's the same around - but in the end, whatever happens; happens & by the time you would realise your mistakes, it might be too late. You never know right?
So it was weird at first, but I was happy right? Didn't think I'd feel the way I did when I saw you but I felt it, nothing like what I would have expected though. Funny enough, there were times when I was quiet - it made me think back...didn't like that but it came back to me. It was like flash backs, so I had to bring something up to erase them flash backs. First thing first, was the smile - couldn't forget that ... but it was also the smile on my face which could of related, nervous at first ... then I settled in, just being me I guess. I still care, I still feel, I still remember; everything, the good & the bad - but it'll never be like that again - old days. I guess? Can't expect anything of it, but it was a great time either ways. Your laugh, smile, everything was what brought me thinking back again but s'all cool. =D Glad we're still friends even though I know there's still anger & most probably hatred in there somewhere ... but at the end of the day - it was s'all smiles.
* Look up in the sky & make a wish when you see that bright star.
Retart, if your reading or whenever you read this: remember to Smiles No Frowns, coz the positive you is better than the negative you! You can talk to me about anything & everything coz I'll still be listening even if your really stupid at times or just really crazy at another! x]
She's so sexy so cool,
She's the baddest girl I've seen .
I'm wondering why,
I only see her in my dream.
The love of my life, she's the only one for me;
My L-O-V-E.
My L-O-V-E, she elevate me,
She fly and so free, was blind now I see.
and without her;
now what would I be.
Not what I am, but I'd still be a G,
I'd still be hype, I'd still shine bright.
Who'd be there to hold me so tight?
Who'd be there when it's lonely at night?
She's the baddest girl I've seen .
I'm wondering why,
I only see her in my dream.
The love of my life, she's the only one for me;
My L-O-V-E.
My L-O-V-E, she elevate me,
She fly and so free, was blind now I see.
and without her;
now what would I be.
Not what I am, but I'd still be a G,
I'd still be hype, I'd still shine bright.
Who'd be there to hold me so tight?
Who'd be there when it's lonely at night?
- JLe.
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