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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

8th August
Song of the day: Away - Jared Lee

It's all behind doors now. 15/09

zOmg..again..your messing with me. Talking about the future and what's going to happen ages after..yeh you said I didn't really like talking about it before but today I actually responded & spoke about it with you. Surprisingly...ay. Other than that...what I did was brought up again, yeh - you don't see me bringing what you did up anymore, why me? Do you ever think about that? I'm trying to let it go at least & not bringing it up coz that's just sad shit, really.

The thought of it makes me tremble. But it's the past now, can't really go back in time at this state to change anything, I know I've written it down plenty of times in my blogs but I really need to stop ay? x] Well you said I do complete opposite of what you tell me to do, like when we were together you don't like me doing this & that but I still do it - now that we're not together, I stop what I used to do. Weird, you would say. That's aiight, I guess I learnt things:most probably from my mistakes - told you imma change, no shit about that.

You telling me you don't want relationship etc anymore, cut me much? First you telling me maybe in a few days then after that... If your telling me maybe this, maybe that - please don't bother at all. I don't want to hear it, seriously. Challenges my mind to think, reveals all different kinds of feelings - gahhh.. Well, before I told you I'd wait - though I really think waiting has it's limits: don't fcuk around if you know it's not going to work out - just tell me so I can start to understand & all. =]

You know I won't blame you for anything, I wouldn't want you to carry the package around with you. That's for sure - I'll be happy just for you, smile for you, you know I don't like you having guilt, troubles or problems. Whatever will be, let it be right? S'all sweeet....

This is the only good thing about this blog posted. :)
I was reading abo's blog (Jennnnny LAI) & it kinda caught me up ay? It really showed how strong she is, to go through the tough shit she's going through now & still hold on to it. It's nice to know that there are some people out there like you, even though I tease you & bag you out - I look up to you (from time..to..time) coz knowing what your going through is huge, but yet your still carrying on. Your waiting for that person, coz you know it's LOVE. I wouldn't say it's not coz your young & all but I believe that with you & him - it's something real although it's not official as you still see that it is, makes it better - to be in love. I hope you guys work out just fine & hopefully everything will be fine in time. No let's light a fire & do some abo ceremony! hahaha =D

And I'm tryin' to live without you,
And its hard to acheive when your not here.
I go on; but I'm thinking about you
Everyday, away...

Moving on is strange when your heart consume this crazy time,
Taking chances over romances
The only thing I seem to leave behind...

- JLe.

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