22nd September
Song of the day: Superman - LaMont
Million things travel through space but not many travels in my head ...
Seeing or knowing the person you care alot about upset or cry is the worst experience. It's like you cannot do much but just comfort them, cheer them up & make their minds get out of things. You just don't know what's going on & even if you do; all you can do is just be there for them & at most...wipe away their tears.
Tram, liL sis; I hope everything will be alright soon, I don't like you being down & all coz it makes me very worried...not just that but you have eyeliner running down your face & it makes you look hideous >=D but overall, I just don't want you crying or being down coz things will work out eventually. Just hold on tight! x3
Blackieee, Dinh; You know I'm always here for the ears & it shocked me to hear you ever cry coz I know your strong & all but I also know things like these happen sometimes. In a relationship, I know it's going to be rough sometimes & someone's gonna be a dickhead through out it but I hope you guys work things out & talk about it coz without him knowing ... it'll just hurt you each & every time he does it all over again. I just don't like it when you cry coz your miles & miles away & I'm here in Sydney...worrying about you sis. ==" But still .. I want you to TAKE CARE & Smiles no frowns sis. x3
Enough of that ... more on other things. So what makes it look like I give a shit about you? About what you do? Does it look like I seem to even care about you or whatever? Is it not clear I deleted you off many things & don't wanna talk to you? I know its clear for everyone to see that I don't want anything to do with you, seriously. What the f*ck makes you tell your friend to call me & tell me your coming down when I haven't spoken to you ever since, are you stupid? I know I don't want anything to do with a ____ like you. & I'm pretty sure you know it too, so just accept that fact & bugger off. To add more; you call your friends to say shit to me when you have no clue of anything & there you go...running your mouth through shit. I don't know why anyone would believe you in the first place, ahh...narrow minded people. But s'all good; at least you got your gangduh around yeh, talking big & all. Yes, I'm scared. =S AHAHAHA! x]
Anyways ... someone someone someone ...
I wanna talk to you but fCk it', I'm just not bothered anymore .. I don't know..? I don't wanna make things difficult but with everything that's happening at the moment...I don't want anymore trouble going on in my mind that's doing me in. I just hate how things gets so awkward & when things could be just picture perfect ( although nothing's perfect ) ... & nothing can really stop us. You know clearly that I'll wait, if you didn't; then you just know from now I will. After everything, I know it's hard; harder than it may seems ... but letter made it clear that I'll be waiting ...
I hate to see you hurt,
And I hate to see you cry.
But don't worry girl,
Cos I'm not that other guy.
I'm something special,
I'm something that you've never seen.
I'm coming to your rescue,
That's when i hear them scream.
You see I'm more than willing,
To take on any villain.
I'm ready for whatever stands in our way girl,
Except for when we fight.
It feels like kryptonite;
So i'm promising i'ma be the man that you need.
And I hate to see you cry.
But don't worry girl,
Cos I'm not that other guy.
I'm something special,
I'm something that you've never seen.
I'm coming to your rescue,
That's when i hear them scream.
You see I'm more than willing,
To take on any villain.
I'm ready for whatever stands in our way girl,
Except for when we fight.
It feels like kryptonite;
So i'm promising i'ma be the man that you need.
- JLe.
Yadda yadda yadda...