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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

23rd September
Song of the day: Catch Me - DuSouth

It's not how you want it to be, it's never how I want it. Nothing works out perfectly & I just got to believe that life's a bitch...but I can be a bigger one. ;) ahahaha!

Well it's plain to see that I hate this shit, it's all f*cked up & all I can do is just probably complain about it, but what's good is that to me? Forget about it, I don't wanna think about it; coz I know wanna have this feeling anymore. I don't know how long this will linger within me but I hope that it won't be for long coz it's more than I can take ...

You know you mean more to me than it seems. Well at least I hope you knew... I want to show you how it's like to be the one. I can say it's different from how I've felt, coz I could just say "your different" ... & I just want you to know. Plenty have happened in the past & I hope there's not gonna be anymore of that shit in the present or future. It's enough & I know it is. I can't bare to see you hurt, letting people tell me that your not yourself, I don't want to hear that anymore coz I just want you to be happy. I want you to feel like yourself & be alright coz each day your not, girl..I'm telling you; it's haunting me inside...

You could be afraid of what happened, but nothing's going to be repeated again. That I promise & put my life on.

I'm afraid of love,
There, I said it.
To love you with all of me,
I don't regret it.
Coz once I let you in,
Here we go again.
& my heart depends,
But what if it ends.
Is it you I can really trust...

Oh no, I can't...
I dont wanna hurt again,
I trust you, love you.
Will you really understand,
It's too late to take my heart away.
I give in, I give you all of me,
Falling the way that I am;
So catch me if you can.

- JLe.

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