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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

24th & 25th September
Song of the day: My Boo - Usher, Walk The Walk - Jordan Sparks

So .. what's new today? What can I go on about; what is there to say?

Do you feel what I feel inside? I just want to know if your really feeling the same or has this taken your feelings the opposite way... I don't know what's going to happen but I hope to speak to you properly soon as I said we should. Will it turn out really bad...? My stomach is churning to the thought of a disaster, something massive that I don't want but will hurt us eventually. Well what do you know? It's better earlier than later, it's better that way instead of making us hold onto something that we know won't turn out the way we want I suppose.. other than that, it'll be fine right?

This is so confusing & my feelings are still the same as how I said in my previous blogs; you know that "f*cked up" type? Yeh, I know people have been through my feelings before but do you really know how I feel or what? It's weird how you want to say something but on the other hand you don't...but if you don't; your just going to be leaving the other person hanging coz they see some things but not the whole picture. & you'd hate to be guessing too, don't you? You hate being left on & in the end you get all the rejections of something. Not how it turns out to be but sometimes people do say "you gotta take the good with the bad", I agree on that coz risk is a part of growing up & learning to be independent. Guess you can't always be a Mummies boy/girl or Daddy's liL princess/prince. hahaha .. childhood was so much better but I didn't appreciate it as much as I should of. >_>

I'll learn to appreciate things more now, I don't want to realize something until it's too late coz I know that's pain .. & regretful. Gonna live it up now & try my hardest at everything. Take everything on with a smile on my face. =D I hope everyone can at least try to do that same!

I called an empty heart,
It's not a way to start.
I'm not dictating who you are to be;
But I try, to be open.

This flaw's affecting my brain,
All of my feelings to blame.
The things I'm asking they don't seem to work,
All them miles, of the ocean.

But not have you, is suffering;
But then loving you is hard.

I know I'll never start believing in the truth,
I try to quit, but I can't make you go away.
Cause it's still what I got to do,
And so I walk the walk;
That leads me to you.

- JLe.

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