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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

26th & 27th September
Song of the day: Supreme - Brandy

Well its currently 2:30am & I'm waiting for the shower coz my cousin just came home & is in it .. ==" gotta wait but that's cool, means I can blog a bit.

To that one special someone .... x3
Well I guess we spoke & it was really frustrating at first, yeh..it was ay? You could just raise your voice at me & I just had to put up with it coz I'm not going to rage back; well at least try not to even though I could of been really frustrated myself.

In the cold ... not a good idea I guess, but walking around the "park" was really fun 8-) coz you'd stop then we'd talk/argue/etc... then you'd walk again ... then stop .. yadda yadda yadda the same old pattern. There was plenty of things on my mind but nothing really came through coz everything changed like you said, everything's different but I just didn't like the awkwardness...I can't talk to you like a normal friend coz like I said .. " your different ". I told you.

I didn't know what to say to you but in the end, it came through. In the cold .. yes .. the FUCKEN cold .. shit me dead, freezing my ass off but I didn't want you to be cold. When your warm then I am, even though you weren't really .. I could tell! ==" I hope you don't get sick from the cold or anything.

What made me stop for a moment was when I saw tears coming from your eyes, babe ... that was ... I don't know. It made me speechless, I just didn't know what to do; didn't know what to say to make you feel better coz I'm STUPID. I know that. I just don't like you being sad, hurt, confused, frustrated & plenty more fCked up shit. I just want you to be happy & I hope I can be the one to make you happy, I said; I'll try my hardest.

Also, I'm not asking for the answer straight away coz I know you need time to think thought it, & I won't pressure you coz I don't want you being confused. I want you to make your mind up properly & whatever happens, happen. Just want the best for you, nothing more but that.

Sorry for all the shit, you won't trust me as much anymore & it'll be hard. But as I said; I promise, I swear it'll never be repeated - EVER. Take my word for it, I did you wrong before & I know I have...it's time to make a difference. Trust me ... just try to at least. x3

Tonight was like the warmest night out 8), PK the fireworks was really shit. & so much happened - it's true .. Tram & Huy ... I do hope things work out soon, I just hope you guys know what your doing coz "love" is hard to find these days & when you realize that, it may be just too late. So I hope the best for both of you guys & try work things out soon. =)

- JLe.

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