12th & 13th September
Song of the day: Wish I - Taj Jackson
Fah, I'm so excited x] downloaded plenty new songs & trying to listen to them all - aiight that's lame but s'all good, I bet there's gonna be a different song of the day from today onwards.
You know how some things come up unexpectedly? & you didn't think you'd hear or it or even know of it, but it just happens to get you at the wrong time. Hate it, don't you? Well I didn't think it'd come up but it came back to me, forgot about it - although it was really on my mind but didn't want to be out, but while talking to someone; the thought of it came back. The question that popped up was what I didn't expect, it was how I was feeling; it was structured out really well too. I don't know if you were high or if you even knew what you were talking about but I swear it was good. Julz/Princess: "There is always that someone that will take you back, but you know your always gonna f*ck it up."
It's true right? There's always a soft spot, there always will be. But that line wasn't for me, it was for "you", yeh quite amazingly right? ahaha. Well what I forgot to say, came back to me eventually; & then that question was stuck on me for a while. It's funny how a simple sentence can effect you so much, just coz of one person.
It's always with Julz, that shit comes up again! LMAO!!! x] Like last time, the "talk" & now you put such a sentence in my head that made me think about it over & over again. It wasn't expected but it came out - but in the end, I'm glad it did - I just want an answer to solve all my confusion in the end. It's better if I hear it from that someone instead of just hanging myself here.
I know it's wrong to do this again, but I just want to know. It's like playing with fire, someone will end up getting hurt right? Coz nothing last forever. But I know I've done plenty things so wrong, it'll be hard & I don't expect it anymore, but just one last chance to hear you say the answer it all I need to stop what I'm thinking. Good or bad - it's how it's suppose to be in the end. Coz we gotta take the good with the bad. =]
- JLe.
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