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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

14th September
Song of the day: This Is Us - Backstreet Boys

Doing your head in...? Yeh it's doing my one in too. Maybe it shouldn't be confusing me right? But it is! ==" Well it's better you knowing then not knowing, it's better to let you know even if it doing you head in; coz at least you know. I'm not asking for anything, I pretty much just want you to know.

Yeh, it could be all f*cked up at the moment, but if it's going to be f*cked up like this for a long while; then that long while shall be it. I don't care how long it's going to take, time doesn't bother me; words are just trying to get through. You probably think why now, how, what, etc...but I hope I can really answer all your questions & make them clear to you.

You probably think that it's a joke, it could not have happened just now - all of a sudden. Well I'm tell you this now; it didn't. & to be honest it was before everything, it didn't go away & as much as I thought and wanted it to; it just didn't. ==" I hate the fact that it didn't & to prove someone wrong, I had to have done what I did; show that person it really can't happen again & to let her know what that person has actually done & make that person realise. You probably though it was love, etc; that happened again - it wasn't, she had to know what she has done in order to not want it anymore & to realise it's not meant to be.

Some things have not be told before & yeh, it has been today. It could not be as strong anymore, I don't care; it could be nothing - but at the very end, I just want you to know the truth. Sorry for the confusion but can tell you unless you ask.

I know everything isn't meant to last,
Box up all those photographs.
Your moving on;
I could flip back over that hour glass,
And refill the better half.

And it's a miracle how broken hearts can mend,
Wont you dry up all those tear drops and start again.

I could be the one,
Give you all my love.
Forget what he has done to you,
I'm here now.
Open up to me,
Love will set you free.
If ever you believe it,
Please believe in me.

- JLe

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