10th & 11th September
Song of the day: Best I Ever Had - Drake
It's not much I can really say, it's like your on your own. Should I tell you the truth or not? For a while it's been the same, everything stayed. But it's unfortunate of what happened, I want to tell you, I really do but it's not like you'd think the same anyways.
I want you to know how I really feel, deep down. You would be confused of what I'm trying to tell you anyways, but should I still go on? I don't want you to feel different about anything but I just want you to know, I want you to understand how I am feeling about it.
When people are around & it's people your with too, I wonder what's going on. I don't blame the awkwardness but I'm trying to make it work - I try & I keep trying. Do you see the signs or is it just me? Is it just my illusions and that I'm just over thinking the thing. What do I do?
I'll try telling you, & I really hope you do accept it. Coz I don't want it to be kept in anymore then I have been trying to hide it. It's simple yeh? But saying it seems harder. Should I really do it though? ... f*ck this is digging me in.
Ha and you all ain't even have to ask twice
You can have my heart or we can share it like the last slice
Always felt like you was so accustomed to the fast life
Have a nigga thinking that he met you in a past life
Cause baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it
You can have my heart or we can share it like the last slice
Always felt like you was so accustomed to the fast life
Have a nigga thinking that he met you in a past life
Cause baby, you my everything, you all I ever wanted
We can do it real big, bigger than you ever done it
You be up on everything, other hoes ain't never on it
I want this forever, I swear I can spend whatever on it
- JLe.
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