8th & 9th September
Songs of the day: We're Good - Paula Deanda ft. Frankie J, Part Of The List - NeYo, With You - Jessica Simspon, Down - Jay Sean ft. Lil Wayne, Be On You - NeYo, Empty Frames - Davion Farris, Then There's You - NeYo.
Yeh today...I have quite a few songs =D s'all good ay? It's not that bad, I guess - good tunes, some are old but some are new I guess. Oh shit & guess what? Today's the 09/09/09; shit dawg...the best date out, coz it doesn't come by so often.
I have things on my mind - as usual, discovering the difference between something like "seeing someone" & "in a relationship". It's interesting coz there's some difference in it, like when your seeing someone; your into that person but not so much & your opportunity is still open, or it's just that when your not ready for a relationship yet BUT when your in a relationship; your official, & you are ready for the relationship. Does seeing someone always end up in relationship? I don't think so right, coz when your seeing them, your just thinking to yourself if that person your seeing is actually worth your time & all...it doesn't always end up in relationship coz in the end you might find someone better.
Is it possible to still feel the same way when it was all f*cked up? You can't help it can you...? It's fuzzy feelings you have, feelings that f*ck you up & makes you miss them. It's not the same anymore, I'm guessing. You don't feel what I feel & it's just so hard to explain coz you made it clear & I'll just leave it now, don't want to push myself when I just know it won't work - coz I might be just wasting my time in the end.
What do you do when you could have all the chances to tell someone how you feel? But things could turn out so bad, like when they just don't feel the same way & you just get rejected. It's funny when people tell you about it but when it comes to experience, is it really that funny? Does it not feel bad at all? Yeh, it could feel great letting the person know but they just turn their backs & then they're gone. Worth it or not?
On my knees, I'll ask;
Last chance for one last dance.
Cause with you, I'd withstand;
All of hell to hold your hand.
I'd give it all;
I'd give for us,
Give anything but I won't give up.
Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I’ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway.
So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.
So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down;
You’ll be my only, no need to worry.
Last chance for one last dance.
Cause with you, I'd withstand;
All of hell to hold your hand.
I'd give it all;
I'd give for us,
Give anything but I won't give up.
Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,
I’ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway.
So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.
So baby don’t worry, you are my only,
You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down;
You’ll be my only, no need to worry.
- JLe.
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