16th, 17th, 18th, 19th, 20th, 21st, 22nd October.
Song of the day: So You Can Cry - Neyo
Wow, I can't believe it...it's been a week since I've blogged. This is bad, it really is coz I'm usually blogging every 2nd - 3rd day, well I'm blogging now. There hasn't been much happening so I really don't have much to blog about but I'll make this blog long or at least try to since I haven't blogged in ages.
Its funny how little things turn into bigger things & things just get worse. I know I can be stubborn, I can be a bitch at times or most times but it's just a part of me, I can't help it. & the time you would usually see me be very stubborn is when there's an argument on & I'd say the most silliest & stupidest things out but ... it just comes out coz I'm fired up too. I say some things I just don't mean & really don't want to happen but its true; even if your gonna be a bitch 99% of the time & there's a 1% nice part but it's just gonna rebound back to being a bitch, I'll still be here & I hope you are too.
We've seen the most dramatic scenes when couples have their time & difficulties, I'm sure that we can look pass them & become even stronger & we do realise that each one of us is as important to ourselves. We don't need to be the cutest couple out, we don't need to be perfect, we don't need to fuss about each other coz even when times are rough; all the matters is that we still have one another.
We both may or may not believe that it'll last but as long as we try, nothing is impossible so we can truly make things possible. We don't needa play no "hard to get" games, mind games or just any games with each other, coz we don't need be sure that how sure we are now. We know that we love each other & games doesn't needa be put into this relationship of ours.
It's funny how I can be a bitch & all, but you still put up with me. >_> I know I'm difficult to understand & I can make you so frustrated at a point, but I do find it quite amusing when your so frustrated ... although sometimes it gets out of hand & thats when shit happens but I'll try not to make you click it as much anymore since now you got your PMS atm ... I don't wanna get to you or BAM! .. I'm in trouble. hahaha x]
Some things are complicated & things have been done wrong before, when I hear the story about thingy & thingy & 3rd person ... it hit me back. It's just like a familar story I've heard before or may as well been through ... I realised that so much was done wrong & I can't really be the one to pay the guy out coz ... I have no right to, I've done that ... shit before. Yes, I'm the bad guy, I fucked up before but as long as I realised right? At least I'm reflecting back & doing the best I can now, I've been told not to fuck this relationship up & I'm definately sure I won't. I don't want to regret anything so bad ever - again - ...
- JLe.
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