9th & 10th October
Song of the day: That's Okay With Me - JRyez .. whatever LOL!
So yes, I said it; I actually said. It does mean alot to me but maybe not as much to you, I was thinking of when to actually say it but it came out & I obviously do mean it, it's not too soon to say it even though it might seem quick but if you actually think about it ... it's not.
It's third try, after everything we've been through; you...yourself have been through. If you have the strength to take me again then I should have the courage to say it out right. I mean it, I really do. It's probably hard to see it now coz I'm usually not the one to say something like that first. I never felt the urge to say it out first..but baby, with you I did.
Eventually it'll come through to ou that everything I say is true. Everything. Every time I'd stutter to tell say something I really want to, but when I do say it; it just doesn't seem right at all. It's not simple, coz I'd stutter; it's me being nervous? Am I being for real ... ? Me ... nervous? lols .. with you, you make me feel butterflies.
Yeh wtf, corny.. I hate being corny, but without being like that; you'll never understand. The best thing about me is you. & I'd truly like to share my happiest to the crappiest times with you, I'd want you to know even though I get you so frustrated when I don't tell you - every - single - bit - of - the - story! That's what I like, you get so angry that I'd just laugh coz it shows you really care... =)
- JLe.
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