12th, 13th, 14th November
Song of the day: All The Time - One Republic
It's 1.49am, well it should be the 13th but since it passed 12 it's a new day. Well on Friday it was Friday the 13th which was bad luck & bad stuff did happen, a heap load of it well not that much but enough to be bad.
Trouble came & trouble went, it's stupid how someone can be so low & hit someone only when they're in a group or have a back up but when it comes to being by themselves, they chicken out & don't do shit. It's stupid isn't it? If you really wanted a fight you could have showed up the other times instead of when someone wasn't paying attention & was with girls just talking or doing whatever; first it was bad enough doing in front of someone you said you never will, second you did it in front of chixs which could of been scared, thirdly you do it when the person it by themselves & your with a friend. If that isn't low then I don't know what is, to not keep your word in the first place is bad enough but for what you did, you should feel guilty coz someone you were close to had to witness it & that person was someone you said you'd never do it in front of. What's with all the trouble coz one turns into two & this hatred will go on...
Friday 13th, things didn't go to plan as what some people want but fair enough coz at least I got to spend time with my girlfriend & nothing bad happened between us which was a bonus. But for some others, it's not that easy I guess. Sometimes it's just different, being there to witness things coz it was nice watching you put make up on & getting ready, watching you sleep ( might sound stalkerish but it's not that bad ) & just being with you every single moment are moments to remember. Not all have to be good & I'm not asking for that but there isn't a time that I wouldn't record coz these are the times in life that makes me happy & makes me, ME.
It's not the fun & joy that matters but the little things like watching you do stuff or whatever are bonus for me.
Well for the others that were having problem, it's not easy to say sorry & I know that for myself, if you truly mean it then that's when you say it. You could be so pissed off but even then when you say it others might think you don't mean it, when you do. You could storm off with all your anger but what good it that when nothing is going to be a good cause coming out of it, you just have to put the anger aside sometimes & talk things out. Violence & action are not the way to go at times coz someone may be hurt physcially or emotionally, but that's not the point coz you really don't know what your doing when your angry. It just makes matter worst. So at times you just got to stop & think ...
- JLe.
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