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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

24th November
Song of the day: Never Knew I Needed - Neyo

I don't know ... I really don't know ... it's bugging me at the moment. It really should be the 23rd but since it passed 12, it's the 24th. I can't sleep so I hopped back on the computer, weird...but since the computer is right in front of me, I don't see why not. =]

So I guess something that was said so simply can turn into a nightmare. When nothing seems alright & shit begins to happen, someone becomes stubborn, someone gets annoyed, someone ignores, someone rages ... all from something so little. We start to disagree I guess, in your way you see it could be so wrong, but to my I see nothing bad about it. You be thinking of all the impossible things, over reacting, thinking too much about it just changes you into another person & yet I sit here & wonder what's going through you mind ... you say your aiight but really ... are you?

I don't see the point of saying your aiight when really, your not. It makes me worried even more coz I can sort of tell by the tone of your voice your not. It's just not right, I can't even sleep ... feeling insomniac. This is bullshit, I can't believe this is happening to me, assif I'd feel this way but I do...& I don't know why, but probably coz you mean alot to me & it just doesn't feel right until I know your fine.

Sometimes I wonder if you do trust me... If you believe me... I don't know, am I suppose to be worried about this at all? But it just fcuks me up knowing you just don't trust me, am I that bad ... ? Am I not worthy of your trust? Is that it? ... I don't know what to think, you could say you trust me, believe me, but by the way you are acting ... just shows me nothing. & it kills knowing you just don't trust me. What's the point of everything if you don't trust me? How is something meant to go on without trust, what relationship does it become?

Fcuk ... this is frustrating me heaps. I don't know what to think anymore, I don't know what you want from me. You know whatever I do, I'll tell you & do you really care .. ? Do you not care at all? Fcuk .. what am I suppose to think? You tell me .... I'm just blank now.

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that i wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing

For the ending of my first begin
And for the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that I never choose
But at the same time something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again

You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So when you were here I had no idea
You're the best thing I never knew I needed
So now it's so clear I need you here always

- JLe.

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