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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

5th, 6th & 7th November
Song of the day: U Got It Bad - Usher

It's stupid when you say stuff you don't mean & I get the point but sometimes things just slip out & it's not something simple but it's something so complicated that someone can just get the wrong idea of the whole thing. I don't blame you for thinking that though but I'm sure enough that after all the things we've been through, you gotta know I'm not gonna let go with something so small yet I make it sound so big... & it's not true if your thinking I'm just getting the easy way out of things.

If I really disagreed on something or wanted what you thought was going to happen; I'd just tell you straight out, I'm not gonna go around in circles to try & not hurt you coz I'll just say it to you. I know sometimes I may sound so serious but when I say something like putting our relationship on the line, it sounds so stupid when you think about it again. Of course I'm not going to put little things on it but when I say it, I usually don't mean it & it's a habit I got >_> I'll stop that but what stays is the "if you love me, you will" line. =]

I'll hold myself back from saying stupid things coz I really don't like it when I upset you or make you think over board of something, I know I did wrong. I know little things I do won't make up to it but what counts is that; whatever I do, I mean it but I just can't put it in words to make you feel the same way as I do. I've said that plenty of times but does it dig in your head...?

I can be the biggest dickhead out & I can say stuff that are really stupid, I own up to that but when I try to be serious, I am. & when it's a serious talk & if I do end up smiling or giggling or anything, I don't mean to put it in a way like I don't give a shit. I do give a shit & everything coz I do care but it's just that I'm hardly serious & it's kinda hard at times coz when your pissed off or angry ... your cute as well!

Baby we got the love & hate relationship, not so much of a hate but we can get physical like punching or whatever but I never really intend to hurt you that bad coz I don't wanna hurt you but if I do...tough luck! hahaha Jokes.

- JLe.

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