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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

8th November
Song of the day: I'm At War - Sean Kingston ft. Lil Wayne

Fuck this shit ay, it's so aggravating...here I'm tryna study but I'm distracted & I don't know why? Maybe it's the computer right in front of me or it's just how frustrated I was earlier before. Whatever it is, I gotta get these note done & in my head coz I want to do well as per usual. I'm not gonna give up no matter how fucken distracted I get...=D

So you care about someone but they just don't see that you do, you know that you care but all they don't know. What's good is that? Obviously I do care about someone I love & even people around me, but when it comes to showing it or saying it, I'm just not that good with words. I can say "do whatever" but it can mean I don't want you to, isn't it plain to see or are you just blind? But it's not that fact I don't want you to do it that is suppose to stop you, if you really want to do it; I'll let you but I'd just get pissed off & be over it soon. I'm just like that.

You can mean the world to me but when it comes to doing something you want and stopping you from doing something you want, I rather you just pick your own choice. If you really feel like trying something out or whatever, you do that coz I don't wanna be the one stopping you. I'd be the one to blame for not letting you & it'll make me feel bad coz you just want to try it. I only care for you enough to let you do whatever you want, but I do trust you to know where the line "do whatever you want" stops.

I'm pretty sure you would know too but I wouldn't say anything to stop you & if it does bug me, I'll just walk away like I would so you can do it. You can try but what good is in that? You might get into it & that's what I'm afraid of, I don't want you to be corrupted or any thing. I could be a hypocrite right now but as hyprocity as I'm going to be, I don't want you doing bad shit...but if you want .. you can. That's all I got to offer, your choice & it's really not up to me.

Me love you girl
You lovin me
So don’t fight
Together it was meant to be
Me feel like
I’m in the army
Because to be with you
Thats where my heart wanna be
Its like I’m bout to die
Just to get with you
Feels like your putting me through world war 2
Got my soldier suit
And my timberland boots
Girl I’m down for whatever
Because my love is true

So I tell her
I’m at war with the love of my life
Sweat from my brows runnin down to my eyes
Everything you are is what I need in my life my life my life

I’m on the frontline and I’m riskin’ my life
I’d make a sacrafice just to have you by my side
You’re the one I love
You’re the one I trust
I’ll hurt someone that comes between us

- JLe.

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