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These are the memories recorded, I won't fight it. I just gotta face it.
Past, Present & Future!

2nd December
Song of the day: Gravity - Nikki Flores, Better Off - Novel

I know this is the 2nd blog but the one before was blogged last night past 12 but this one is blogged today; 7.54PM. Same day but whatever..

So what I was stressing about last night was all cleared today, I'm glad it was cleared. I just hate how it gets to us so much when shit happens between us that shouldn't even happen in the first place. Yet it was bad how it started off but when everything came clear, you just had to understand what I was tryna say to you.

I may seem like someone who doesn't care about what you do or where you go but you should know I really do care - ALOT. It's not simple to say that it gets to me when you go places with all these random around you or anything coz afterall someone will come onto you. I care enough to let you know coz I don't want to lose you or even want you there...even though you like the fun but it's not a place to be. I don't care if your with your friends or not, I just want you safe away from the trouble, even if I don't hear about it till later - it'll still get to me.

It's not like I don't care coz deep down I do & when I tell you, you say I'm being stubborn...you say I'm stubborn when I don't tell you how I feel & when I do... I don't know what you want but I reckon it's better off if I tell you. So you know how I feel instead of guessing thinking about something else, I don't want you being confused so I'll give it all it takes to make it straight before it goes the wrong way. I know what I say is right & even how much your going to turn the plate, you'll get to me for sure & you will understand me even though it did come to a point where I just wanna go crazy & so frustrated... you came to me at the end as you probably still want to go to such an event .. you clearly said you won't so you better stick to your word. >=]

You probably thought I'd still go but I'm not & I'm going to stay with "daddy" that day waiting for you guys while you have fun! We'll have our "daddy & son" time! =D

It's kinda funny how I can be serious & you'll just have the smile on your face, it was a serious matter but you tend to smile. It's just like when your serious & I'm the one smiling ... Exactly like you have something towards me, nothing can take away my smile as long as your with me. Even if you tell me to let you go ... are you sure you would exactly want that coz as annoying or retarded you may say I am, I'm still holding on!

- JLe.

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